I failed.
-my own expectations.
yes i think i had just screwed my damn life up.

today sucked and i just know it, yea there's this freaking sinking feeling in me now.
doing well without studying is definitely not an ideal option. -thanks.

Screwed my expectations of myself.

1. Broke down before Social Studies paper- it was just bad and don't ask me why i cried. oh and if you want to know the answer its here.

: i knew when i freaking went into the exam hall that i was going to let myself down, i didn't know a shit and i know i would not do that well for SS which was my best subj. i bet you are thinking i am some egocentric maniac now, but i know, i failed my expectations. is that bad enough? i wanted to give up, but i didn't because i know if i were to give up on that, that means giving up on history also.

it was not as bad as i thought it would turn out to be, did a topic foreign to be, let things be. if i do well, thank God if i don't, i know its my fault.

2. Chinese oral- don't freaking ask me how i did.
i screwed it up, entirely. good enough?
and to make things better, it can only be taken once. Great.

Thats sums up this freaking day.