today sucked :( swinging emotions
i think its most probably due to my PMS and cramps . and i kept losing my temper, like what was wrong with me? its okay, PMS. thats the way girls are (:
and i was super pissed off with that shen, like such an irritance ! i kept getting scolded for something that was not even my fault. when i was like sleeping and the guys talked, he scolded me. What the? totally, pissed off.
i was attituding around, i guess. =X

talked to brina and adel about some emo-stuff during chinese intensive, lol. thats the way things are, world.

anyway, it was quite a bad day because i was in a bad mood and i was in pain. so sorry to whoever i attituded :D should have taken the pink pill.

and, there was like mass ponning today. especially the HMT people, rofls. sixuan,stacy and liquan didn't come. hahaha and i heard that from a class of 80, there were 40 plus left(: and 4endurance had 11 absentees, half of our class gone as usual.

i felt that one of the chinese made alot of sense today. the one about the author in a bus and when an old man stepped on this middle-aged woman, she complained and gave a pissed look. and it so happened that he accidentally fell onto a man and instead of the reaction he anticipated, it was the exact opposite(: the man said, it is "alright."
i think there is really something to learn from this. GRACIOUSNESS. and thats something alot of people lack, including me.
In Singapore, its totally like the exact opposite. and there's so much more to learn. a smile can bring happiness to someone.

but, i met someone who was gracious, very rare but yeah.
i was at NTUC and queueing, for a bottle of coke. this woman in front of me was like with a trolley of things, she looked high class though(: than i was talking to jane and sis and she turned around and asked " would you like to go first?" with a smile. i love this sort of people, classy and gracious.
so i replied " its okay, thank you" (:
and she smiled back.

quite rare that i will meet such people but it proves that there are nice people around. a little kindness goes a long way [=

and many times, it is so easy to be mean and unforgiving but so tough to be gracious and forgiving(: try, i am sure we can do it.

limitations

REPLIES(:

Brina (= no i met a nice person and thats cause i am nice! yepp, i sent you ler, pig! and i agree with sixuan, pretty girls with pretty roses xD

Kelvin (= haha, okay i am growing though! will be taller than you soon :D you are?

Jeanne (= lol, yes. like finally! i felt so dumb la

Stacy (= hah, get it from brina! but no one spoke in cantonese :( LOL thats funny! sixuan the thick skinned panda. crazy girl! :D

Nette (= yepp yepp! nice dinner, lol he really damn what mah!

Jane(= haha when i got time! :D

SJY(= haha yepps, hellos!;D

Cassandra (= haha, yepp yepp cause it is taken with the old folks mah! :D

Adeline (= lol, okay! we shall compete xD

Sixuan (= yeah, i totally agreee! :DD pretty girls with pretty roses!