putting on a fake, happy front.

just close your eyes for a moment, peace.

thought about alot of stuff today; life.
the purpose of it, why ?
anyway, came to a conclusion, we're bound to get hurt in life, can't be avoided.
and life's more than what we are going through now.
and, on second thoughts, i am not really looking forward to poly life. like according to cherilynn, when you get bad project mates, thats the worse. i am really worried about what has yet to happen. i know i am thinking too much. what the heck am i feeling moody about now? everything.
but i am stuck in this bottomless pit and the feeling sucks.
to me, if you know you are bound to get hurt, why bother stepping into the deep shit in the first place? sorry, i know people hate unhappy posts but i am just ranting my feelings.
what can i do now? ps aaron shared about persevering. but its not that easy.
i know life is bound to have trouble, trials and tribulations. i just don't like the idea of it. sucks
God help me. though i don't know what am i going through, i just know its not easy.
and just shut up if you think i am making a mountain out of a molehill. you don't know anything, so kindly remain silent.
i just see no point in relating my emotions to any one, any being on this planet called earth.
ultimately, does it help?
forget, just call me a sucker. and i am so sorry people, for boring you guys with this post.

nobody said being a christian was a bed of roses

on a happier note, i saw 3(s) weird people today.
1) this inconsiderate bunch of people who atill remained sitting at the foodcourt when me and sis were waiting for a seat. - i diaoed them and walk away.
2) this old man who looked like a pervert smiled right at me - i freaked out and walked away
3) this man walking behind me told me " eh your rice the sauce going to drip " - i gave him a weird look and said, okay.

i am very encouraged by you, nljx. fancy hearing all these from a new believer. ((: you made me feel so much better, thank God.

REPLIES TO TAGS (:

DEBBIE (: haha, yepp, but it is removed le! really arh, okay lah. really quite alot of pictures. xD

BRINA (: REALLY? ooh yah, but its so hard to tag there. of course i makes sense :D

AMY (: HAHA. yep, hellooooo (:

ADELINE (: haha, sorry lahhh xD

JEANNE (: haha, thank you. its kind of cool, i think !

THE SAINT (: AHHA, yepp. but what for enter somehting you know that you will get nothing out of it, xcept hurt? :D