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random, (credits to liquan)

flowers for them(:


how contented(:

Got so much to say about today :D

totally slacked during the CI (chinese Intensive). i had a whole whole load of fun! super damn cool . but i kept getting scolded by the man. but i shall be nice and forgive him, though he accused me and was so biased ! and only when i talked did he scold and nagged at me.

cool things that happened during CI ((=

1. had a real nice time chatting with BLWN :D about some stuff

2. told K.o, ChinBin, Leslie and Adeline about my ridiculous life plans; one of which was to marry bill gates' son . lol

3. played with mavis,minyen,lilian and bernice truth or dare and did real dumb stuff, laughed my ass off

4. getting high with my hello kitty; my childhood fav character

5. i kopped from jiacai th cute wizard of oz tissue paper, wrapper

had recess with brina and adel ((:

and the most meaningful thing of the day, was to visit the old folks home. really, i felt that our class was just wow whee. seen the other side of 4i people, alot. so many of them, so compasionate. heartwarming sight.

we sang peng you and yi ren yi ban, and really i think it made an impact on them and all the roses and cranes . i am so glad it did. saw a different aspect of life; growing old. it's part of human lifetime. and i am fearing as the day draws near, somehow. because i see the pain they have.

i can't exactly put the feelings i felt so strongly into words. when i stood there, i was kind of lost. really, i felt so strongly. i don't know is it because of the depressing atmosphere and the people there. and at the last minute, i could not take it anymore. the feelings when you stand there and they look at you with those eyes, it is so undescribable. i don't know, sympathy, pain,sorrowful for them or what.

when i saw how the woman clung on to charles, didn't want to let go of his hand and looking at him with those eyes. as if he were her child, so longingly. i could not take it.
it was such a touching sight somehow.

at the same time i felt so disgusted with her children, why did they have to do this to her?
no matter what circumstances are they in, they could at least to visit them once in awhile, is it that tough,
those people are longing just for a visit from them, are their children so hard hearted as not to even grant their wish.
sad, just felt sad for them. and many girls cried, i think its really, a saddening sight.
especially when they related their stories, i guess. its a blessing in disguise that i did not hear one from her herself., the girls heard and cried. but her story was really, speechless.
she had 5 children, none had time to even visit her and she wanted to die. and she was crying, and she told them not to cry, she wiped their tears. but she did.

had a yummy dinner with adel and xuan(: mixed food! no we call it hand picked food.

all in all, seen things in a different light. stop looking things in a microscopic perspective. thank God we are able, so we should make the best of it and do our best, in everything we can.