i've kinda had enough. i lost it during art lesson today. just broke down. i've really had enough of the stress and stuff and some people are not helping but rubbing in. i know, i know everyone now is going through stress,blame it for myself for not handling it well enough. Its okay, i've heard this whole chunk of shit before. So what if everyone is going through the stress, do they have to go through the stress we have from some shit t'chers?

don't worry, i am not about to give up. in fact, thank you for being my driving force to study, study hard in fact. and i have decided to, work hard and study hard for all of you who look down on us, THANK you very much. like what the t'cher said," who can fault you for good results?"

and thats what i must achieve. and there is nothing less.

work for it, so what if we are the last class. does that give people the right to look down on us? and think that we cannot make it? please lah, get a life, if thats the case we wouldn't even have ended up in this school. excuse me? so stop having the thinking that we are stupid or something okay? because the next person who says that will piss me off and i might just slap you, than again maybe not. because you will be my motivation to work hard. real hard and i will thank you when i get my results. driving myself crazy. wed sucks big time. as of two weeks from now, it was supposed to be a happy day,
dampening but reality,
730-150 : school
150-230: lunch
230-330: science remedial
330-630:art remedial (wth?)
7-830: math tuition

so what does that leave me? 1.5 hours before bedtime?
okay, i admit that i have no life. but i am not giving up. it will be my driving force to work harder, i promise.
what a way to start April?
happy april's fool.
but this is not a joke