there's finally the mood to blog, about blogs (:

i was like blog hopping everywhere and than i saw so many different blogs & i began to wonder, what's a blog really for. as in for some, its just a place to rant and for the others, a place to update people about their lives and so on. but sometimes i find keeping a blog rather pointless, its a place to express yourselves but sometimes yet, feel resticted. but i will comtinue blogging for the fun of it (:
sometimes it becomes a chore to keep it updated and such. when i go to some blogs i laugh, as in reminds me when i was in lower sec and all those colourful and twitish language but well, its a phase of life that will pass in time to come. the original meaning of blogging is gone. sort of like to keep a diary and such? but i guess i will never be able to express those true feelings in my blog somehow. its just a superficial kind of a thing. and when people don't update their blogs, i will ask them why and why is their blog so dead. might as well close it, but i guess its just a place to rant for them? yepp, i blog according to my mood.
these few days have been pretty wierd like there's this big barrier and we all can walk past others without even a greeting from either side ? i guess its kind of sad but tiring. whats the purpose, guess we've been tired after doing the same thing for two years taking all the initative each time? maybe its time to rest.
birthdays,outings,talkings and everything- been doing it since the begining? i am really tired of all these why why why must it always be us? making the first move to greet,talk, start a topic, move over to get involved. thank God its the last year.
just ranting-i'll be fine after this, let it out.
i'm way past caring if the blog is private or readable, i'm not feeling agitated for bored or irritated or angry or whatsoever,just exhausted. its time to take a break,resigned. it may be temporary, a few days, weeks or months,who knows? in the meanwhile i am leaving everything alone. birthday planning,presents and everything-pointless? i'm not emo or what,there'll be a day where i snap out of this nonsense, just for rants .

its Good friday tomorow. significant meaning ; Jesus loves us, He died for our sins.
and its Liquan birthday, so qiao.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

so i am supposed to accomodate her for everything even when she is in the wrong?sometimes i feel like slapping her across her face, just woke up and she treats it like the whole world owes her a living and starts shouting around and attituding, shut the heck up . i am pissed man. had enough of her, i really feel like screaming into her face, okay i did that and there she goes, attituding . one day i shall just do it, too bad even if we share the same blood. i am not about to close one eye just because of that. she's damn freaking unreasonable. sisters? whats that for man.