happy valentine's day!

this is the best valentine i have had for the past four years. its not about the gifts or cards, its about the people. thank you people for making my valentine such a wonderful one, i have finally got it off my chest (:

the best parts of the day were talking to the girls <3>

after school was total <3>

i love them, glad the thing has been cleared up (: brina,jeanette,stacy and sixuan!

we did not want to leave but circumstances forced us :( there is a common test for us tomorow and we had english stuff to settle ( remedier and DC). but i am so glad we talked it out. it feels good. be wise :D

i had the best valentine's day and i hope you all did too (:

ps, this was supposed to be posted yesterday.

Jumper is niceeee. i enjoyed the movie! its pretty interesting. i hope i can get to watch p.s i love you tomorow. i must force myself to mug (: this week has been a horrid one with so much stress, i am not sure if i can handle it. its sucky.

my take on things happening, i no longer give a damn .and i am glad because i am unfeeling now. all these things no longer matter anymore. its not worth the while. its a complete waste of time bothering about hings that are pointless.

i seriously feel cold, like who cares about these kind of stuff. everything is unpredictable and i am so glad this is the last year, sick of nonsense. there will be a time in life when you stop to think and wonder what is the point of caring about all this? bothersome. outgrow all these crap. its pointless. and ain't i glad this is the "o" levels year somehow or rather.some things are better off, left unsaid. i will stand up for what i feel.

i am taking a break tomorow from this world. tomorow i shall look back and think about all these, is there a meaning to the endless rubbish? no, so i shall concentrate on my studiees. nothing else matters anymore. bitching, faults and whatsoever.it is all but facade. friendship? it is foreign to me, whats the meaning of it? superficiality. i don't want surface friends. thats ridiculous. fullstop.

hello to this world, i am a part of you but not of you (:

perhaps, its just my thinking too much. its okay, nothing else matters now. i can confidently say i do not bother anymore :D