given up [:

might not be such a bad thing after all mahs, since nobody gives a damn about the clique;lets just give it up. so be it,i seriously cannot be bothered anymore.

i guess everyone is giving the "heck care?" attitude.

whatever,than in what position should i care,it has been so long since evryone really sat down and bonded;seriously have fun together.

like no one even makes the effort or whatever to go for clique outings, even if they do;its just to show their face.
go there give the sian attitude,whats the whole point?

just putting everyone in a low mood; some always cannot turn up,others. who knows what they are thinking or rather;give the i dun care attitude.

like so?

fine,if thats the way most people feel, don`t blame me for not organising clique outings.

organise,some don`t go.
some go,in a `sian` mood,don`t want to do anything.
some can`t go.
some cant be bothered.

so be it,i am officially giving this entire clique thing up.
disband it soon;as soon as possible,i hope.

why should i let this affect my life?.
though it does cos` i love each and everyone of the clique member kae, enjoy spending time with them,enjoying having fun with them,enjoy playing with them, enjoy bonding with them, but whats the point?.

who cares; i am adopting that horrible attitude now,but if no one does, why should i.
not that i didnt try.thank you.

brina,i blogged[: an unhappy post.